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Famous Last Words: First month of class

 


    This week has not been one of my best weeks. Obviously, hence why I am having to do extra credit to make up for the reading assignments that I missed. This week has been rather emotional for me, and I think I am feeling the full extent of senior burn out. I am been working non stop at two jobs while taking 16 credit hours and holy crap has it been way too much for me to handle. I am so grateful for the people in my inner circle but sometimes I just need a nap. But I also can't help but wanna kick myself for napping, like yesterday I slept all day. Literally. I woke up at 6am to go to work, got off at 1pm, and slept until 7pm. Then I woke up, drank some wine, and went to bed at 10pm. Today I am being productive, however. I had to put it into overdrive to make up for all of the assignments I have missed. This upcoming week I need to make sure that I actually go to my zoom classes, make an effort to show up in person, and actually put in genuine effort into my classes. I keep having these "manic" spurts where I will get everything for the week done in a day and then think that I have no more responsibility for the week. I am not sure how to correct this issue, but I guess ranting on this blog post does something to make myself more aware of my issues. I think if I stop putting work ahead of my school work then I will be a lot better off. I have been putting a lot of stock into coaching wrestling, too, so when I cannot be with my athletes for an extended period I feel like I lose part of my motivation to want to do better for myself. I guess that is all that is on my mind for now. Wow, sorry for the word vomit. I just had to get all of my thoughts out I guess. 

 

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